Why R U ? (SaifahxZon) (Eng) 4

 

    

 

🎵 Chapter 04 🎵

 

 

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CuteboyXXX :: the final result   Of the club members, it is Saifah, second year of Engineering. While for the other clubs, Zon, also in his second year, of Communication. Even just their names are beautiful. As we have invited everyone both from the university and outside to "make a great merit" by participating in the "Sing a song" event of the football club.

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"What the hell...?!" I sigh, annoyed. I'm going to school and I opened Facebook, seeing the message from the pages where the results of the voting are. Even though I made an effort last night and I hoped it wasn't me, because Ai Tor also got a lot of votes, in the end it was I who was chosen. Exactly the opposite of what I hoped for!

 

If I don't agree to do this project, who wouldn't think that I ended up in a novel or that it is the consequence of an oath? I would only be happy. Those who ask for something close their ears and eyes and pretend not to hear.

 

"You have a stressed face," comes from behind someone's voice. Ai Sen approaches me to greet me with a worried look.

 

"I couldn't sleep late," I say, because when I lay down, I kept turning over in bed. When morning came, instead of being rested, I was even more tense than before.

 

"Didn't you succeed because of the football club's votes?"

 

    

 

"You know."

 

"You can see it from your face ..."

 

"Did I write it on my face that I'm nervous about that? And I thought I didn't show anything ..."

 

"Well, now there aren't many things you should be stressed about. It must be this."

 

"Mh." I nod in the direction of my friend. "What balls! What the hell went into his head when they voted to make me sing with Saifah? I would prefer that they let me go dance on stage alone!"

 

"Then go tell P'Soda that you prefer to dance."

 

"Look, I was joking, I'm not really going to dance."

 

"I thought it was what you said. I was just helping you."

 

"Say, did you happen to get Ai Jia's disease? Do you want to be hit?" I raise a hand as if I wanted to use my knuckles to hit him on the head, but he stops me and I can only pat him on the forehead.

 

"I'm kidding! But I really think you shouldn't be so worried. If you don't want to do it, just refuse."

 

"Mh, I know. There is no such thing as that."

 

It just doesn't exist! Because besides being afraid of that oath, I don't like Saifah either. I'm still not good at playing guitar. If I was forced to go on stage, even if I am unable to play, I would be embarrassed to death.

 

"Okay then. Let's go wait for the class to start. It's hot here."

 

"Ok."

 

"Ai Zon!" But as if fate intended to destroy me completely, the familiar voice that calls me of Ai Junior is not comparable to the people waiting in line with him, both the admin and my friends.

 

It is only morning.

 

I'll be in line soon.

 

"There are also P'Soda and P'LukTan ... I bet you came to talk about that."

 

"I hope you didn't come here to convince me. But it's okay, move, say what you have to say and let's get it over with."

 

"Are you sure it will end?" Hey, Ai Sen. You should help me out, why are you asking me this question ??

 

"Absolutely." I say so but my heart beats so hard in my chest and I fear that it will not end here. Because that oath is impartial.

 

The difficult thing is that I'm not someone who imposes himself. I'm afraid but I think they will do something that will make it difficult for me to refuse. If they exchange tears for compassion, I can do it too. I can come up with an Oscar interpretation.

 

"Hey, Zon. How do you think it will end?"

 

He already told me it won't end.

 

I close my mouth and sigh once more. Then I go to Ai Junior, who is waiting. The two wave their hands and smile at me to greet me in a good mood. I see them and would like to take off my shoes and throw them on him. Where is all this excitement usually? I know he's trying to please P'Soda by being nice. Is it okay if I bring him some bad luck?

 

Please don't let them flirt.

 

Let me have a boyfriend already.

 

But if you attend, make sure there are many obstacles!

 

Someone may think that I am not doing well, bringing bad luck to a friend. I'm really doing it. A friend like Ai Junior who attracted me to enter this cave and then fall into a ravine.

 

"P'Soda, P'LukTan, hello !." When we reach the two seniors, Ai Sen and I raise our hands to greet them.

 

By behaving so politely, I hope both seniors understand my intentions.

 

"Come, sit down." Certainly the person enthusiastic enough to come and shake my shoulders to sit next to P'Soda and P'LukTan, who else can be if not my extremely good friend, Ai Junior?

 

"Hurry up! Do you have any doubts I don't know?"

 

"What doubt ?! I just want you to move and talk to P'Soda, lessons will start soon."

 

"Oh yes?"

 

"Mh."

 

Asshole! I don't believe in someone like him. I shake my head looking at P'Soda and P'LukTan, smiling. These smiles mean they want something from me, but I'll pretend nothing.

 

"P'Soda, P'LukTan, do you have to tell me something?"

 

"Shall I tell you now?"

 

"Mh. Go."

 

"Okay. I don't want to turn words around."

 

"Ok."

 

"I don't know if you heard the news of the football club project. It is an activity in which we will involve the interns with the externals of the club to play along with the opening."

 

"Yes, I've heard of it."

 

"So ... the outside that those in the club voted for is you. So we would like to ask you again to confirm that you will participate in the project."

 

"No."

 

    

 

"Zon !! Think about it a little earlier." P'Soda hurries to say in a nervous tone as soon as I refuse.

 

"I've already thought about it, P'Soda. I've been thinking about it since I knew the results. I won't participate in the project, and then I can't even play the guitar."

 

"You don't have to worry about that. In the club there are those who know how to play the guitar, they will help you."

 

"But if you don't really know how to play, this year is fine if you don't use the guitar. Even just singing is fine. Just talk to Ai Champ." P'LukTan says hopefully.

 

"Don't be fooled, P'Tan." The one who spoke with a chuckle, must have fun seeing both P'Soda and P'LukTan help each other to convince me to play during the football club event.

 

I can't help thinking that these seniors read the story Ai Sol wrote. Why do they seem strangely insistent? I close my eyes until I am 100% sure that both have read my sister's novel.

 

"Zon, you don't have to worry about the guitar. There are those who can teach you."

 

"Even if there is someone who teaches me, I don't want to."

 

"But it's a university activity. There is a charity sale where you will buy tools for the unfortunate children of the other provinces. If the person who got the highest score doesn't participate, the sales will be few."

 

"I'm really sorry."

 

"Nong Zon."

 

"..." I don't answer anything but I put on a sorry face. I don't know if they understand me, that I'm really sad, I hope they see it. I don't really want to play with Ai Saifah.

 

"Ai Zon. Come on, help us out."

 

"I'm really sorry. I'm not really going to be at this event. Besides, I don't like activities, you know." The silence falls thick. I don't want to be so stubborn, but it's Ai Saifah, I don't have the courage to do anything without thinking carefully. If I promise to leave now, the oath will one day become reality. I'm bad?

 

"Zon, 5 more minutes and there are lessons. Is it okay if we go away earlier? Otherwise we can't find a place." Thank you very much, Ai Sen.

 

You are my savior when things get uncomfortable. If you don't respect friends, I would pray to them as in a benjakpradit.

 

"Okay. So are you two going up together?" I turn to ask Ai Junior and Ai Tee.

 

"No problem ... You go, leave the reservation to us. See you!"

 

"Okay." I nod to the two and follow Sen who is already going. Now I feel relieved and a little fragile. But in the end I don't know if what plan there is to block me and Saifah. But at least now I have passed a barrier well ... I think.

    

 

 

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"Okay. Stop for ten minutes and then come back." The teacher finishes talking and the students start getting up and out of the classroom one by one. Someone hugs the table and one of them is Junior. Nati and TenTai have been preparing the wallet since the teacher still hadn't said to stop. As soon as he leaves them, they get up almost immediately.

 

"I'm going to the bathroom for a moment. I want to wash my face, I'm too sleepy." I tell Sen. I go out to go to the bathroom but there are too many people on my floor, so I go up to the upper one.

 

"I don't want to wear it." I arrive and am about to enter, but I hear someone's voice and I dare not enter.

 

"You have to wear it, safety first."

 

"But I don't like it, it's uncomfortable."

 

"It's not uncomfortable ... Put it on."

 

What the hell are they supposed to wear?

 

"But..."

 

"Put it."

 

The voice sounds really serious, it can't mean ...

 

"Why? It's not what we thought." Here we are in university. There shouldn't be anyone who has the courage to do something stupid in the school building.

 

"!!?"

 

"You're in the way. If you don't go in, don't stay that way." The person spoke hitting my shoulder hard.

 

"Sorry ..." I'm going to turn around and ask that person how I'm blocking, but when I see who it is, what I thought I was saying gets stuck in my throat. Ai Saifah. "Here ..."

 

It is an embarrassing moment. I do not tell the person who is making a confused face that there is something inside, until Saifah starts to enter but I hurry to block his way again and reach out to hold him by the arms, to prevent him from continuing.

 

"What do you want?"

 

"Don't come in now."

 

"Because?"

 

"It's not a good idea."

 

"..." Saifah gives me a confused expression, as if to ask me what I mean.

 

"If I say it's not a good idea, it's not a good idea."

 

"Because?"

 

"Because there are two boys in the bathroom who are ..." I don't continue the sentence, I let him understand what the boys are doing inside.

 

"Are they what?"

 

"Er ... They are doing that! Is it so difficult to understand?"

 

"What's your problem? What language are you speaking?"

 

"Ca ***! Are you stupid or what? How can you not understand what I'm saying ?!"

 

"It is you who cannot explain yourself!"

 

"I mean the two inside ..." I explain to him again. Ai Saifah frowns a moment before showing that he understood.

 

"You mean the two are doing something in there together?"

 

    

 

"Mh."

 

"In the university bathroom?"

 

"Yup."

 

"In broad daylight?"

 

"Exact."

 

"Ha ha! You are funny! Who would do it in here ...? Get up !!" I don't move and instead I raise my head to challenge him with my eyes while he tries to enter.

 

"Like that time, you were going to do it with Fai."

 

"But that time it was night, nobody was there. Now it's daytime, a lot of people are passing by."

 

Eh? What he says is true. It is now broad daylight, there are a lot of people entering the bathroom. There can't be anyone who is doing something like this. Or...

 

"But I really heard it. They talked about wearing something and about safety. I thought they were talking about condoms."

 

If we talk about wearing something for safety purposes, condoms aren't the only thing, but it's the most likely topic.

 

"Are you sure?"

 

"Yes, 100%."

 

"I said I don't want to wear it." Before Saifah can say anything, the voice coming from inside the bathroom makes our eyes widen. I am the only nervous here. Saifah instead shows only a little surprise, raises her eyebrows as if she doesn't believe much in what she has heard with her ears. Then she gives me a skeptical look.

 

"It's uncomfortable. Go ahead. We are only freshmen, security comes before we are not kicked. The elderly have no mercy. We must oppose and not let them hurt us."

 

"Look I know." Both freshmen go out and see me and Saifah. They see Saifah's face and hurry to raise their hands in a wai as soon as they recognize that he is one of Engineering.

 

"Sorry, P '. Can we pass?" Saifah and I both move to make room for freshmen who move away quickly. I am sure that after the two have disappeared from our sight, I already know how Saifah will look at me. I don't need to turn around to see his expression.

 

"Uh." There is only his subdued laughter that irritates me to death. Shit. I shouldn't have shown him my nonsense.

 

"Smile to your father." I insult him while he is still laughing.

 

"100% sure, huh?"

 

"..." I don't answer and I prefer to remove the curtains and move away from him.

 

"Oh! Aren't you going to the bathroom?" Saifah yells at me but I pretend I don't hear him. "Zon!"

 

He calls me again but I run away quickly.

 

How much I hate him!

 

I hate him to death ...

 

Ai Saifah, you and I will never get along in this life.

 

    

 

End of Chapter 4