Why R U ? (SaifahxZon) (Eng) 2

 

    

 

"Now what else is there?" I don't know what the problem is with my laptop. Suddenly he decided not to light up. If it wasn't that I had to write my report and send it to the teacher, I wouldn't be so upset. "Will I be able to use it today?"

 

It infuriates me that every time I have to hurry, I always have problems getting in the way!

 

I sit and stare at my laptop for a long moment, I really have to work. I decide to go to Ai Sol's room to borrow his laptop for an hour.

 

The room is a reflection of the style my sister likes. There are photos of Korean singers attached to the walls and Thai boy x boy couples. A corner of the room is full of books that fill the closet. This is without counting the images that Sol started to draw, as well as his other projects.

 

    

 

After all, I'm proud of my little sister but in the same way I don't know why this thin line that separates us has become so big that it has become impossible to overcome.

 

I go to Ai Sol's desk, unplug the laptop and take it to bring it to my room, but the image that appears on the screen immediately catches my attention, because what I see is a Word file that has my name and that of Saifah. Not to mention that there are also the names of P'Fight and Ai Tor. I'm not sure what my sister is up to. I can only pray in my heart that it is not what I think.

 

But the more I read, the more my prayers fade ...

 

"Fuck! What the hell is this stuff ?!" Whether it's love, kisses or anything, I have no idea where Ai Sol got the idea of writing this thing. How did it become such a thing? And look! Saifah and I kiss each other with passion!

 

What the fuck is he?!?!

 

"P'Zon?" The voice of the room owner comes from beyond the open door. "What are you doing? What are you looking for in my laptop?"

 

"I'm not looking for anything, but my laptop is dead."

 

"So why didn't you come down and tell me? Getting in like that is rude, you know?"

 

"If I hadn't gone in like this, I would never have found out what you're doing." He listens to me in silence without giving me an answer. Ai Sol runs to get his laptop and holds it against his chest, as if he were afraid that I might take it from him. "Why are you doing so?"

 

"What ... What am I doing? I don't see anything."

 

"You're still avoiding my question. You know what you're doing."

 

"..."

 

"Answer honestly. What the hell did you think? You took your older brother and put him as the protagonist of your boy x boy novel, paired with Ai Saifah. And also Ai Tor." Ai Sol does not answer and tightens his lips almost as if to say that they are sealed and not a word will come from there. "As you please, don't answer. But you have to delete this novel, even from the website where you published it. Don't believe that I don't know that you put it on a public site."

 

"..."

 

"..."

 

"Sol!!!"

 

"I won't delete it ..." she says after being silent for a long time. "The names in my novel may not refer to you to P'Saifah, or to your friend P'Tor. There are a lot of names like that."

 

"How can it not be about us, Sol? There is my name, the name of the faculty, and a lot of other things that relate to me. So try to delete it right away!"

 

    

 

"No!" This is his answer and tightens the laptop even more. "I don't delete it. I spent too much time writing it. You also know how difficult it is to write every single episode and chapter. Please, P '. Don't tell me I have to delete this Roman ... Please, P'Zon."

 

Not only are his eyes pleading with me, but the tone of voice, usually so confident, is now weak. But I'm sorry: who would give up so easily?

 

"No. Delete it immediately."

 

"Why, P'Zon. Are you afraid that others will find out that you secretly go out with P'Saifah? What era do you live in?"

 

"Wait a minute, Sol. Who's going out with whom?"

 

"You and P'Saifah."

 

"Ohi Sol !!! Are you kidding ?! I never went out with that! I never liked it! We hate each other! Try to erase this story immediately!"

 

"You and P'Saifah quarreled, didn't you?" His expression becomes sad. I don't know how far he understood. "Talk about it. You are engaged, you must learn to listen to yourself."

 

It is not enough for me to have understood nothing. He also wants to teach me something.

 

"Soool! I already told you that he and I are not going out together."

 

"How is that possible? I saw you kiss you with my own eyes."

 

"Wait wait wait! Kissing us? It never happened! Your mind is totally deviated. See that you come back to yourself!"

 

"You're the one who has to come back to yourself. Why do you deny it? The truth I saw with my own eyes was that you were kissing, it wasn't an illusion." He is speaking in a convinced voice. The looks he gives me are full of blame.

 

"When would you have seen him? And don't guess." My tone doesn't seem excited.

 

"What day ..? Before the night of the freshmen. You had an appointment with mom to pick you up from school, in the cafeteria area at the engineering faculty. Right?"

 

"Yes and then?"

 

"When mom accompanied me, she came to get you ... I wrote you a Line several times but you didn't read them. In the end I went down too. Afterwards it seemed that I was waiting and then something happened."

 

"..."

 

"You and P'Saifah were kissing in the bathroom. I didn't want to worry you but I really saw it. And as soon as I saw you, I ran away. I didn't look at anything else."

 

"..."

 

"Are you silent because it's the truth?"

 

 

"..."

 

"Hey, don't ignore me. I understand it is difficult but when you went out together, it seemed that you didn't care about others. I'm not making fun of you."

 

"It's not what you think. What happened at the time ..."

 

On the contrary, it was an accident ...

 

💭 Flashback 💭  

 

 

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Double Zon: Appearance at the Engineering cafeteria. If you are already here, send me a Line.

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I send a message about my family's group on Line to tell my mom and Ai Sol where I'm waiting for them.

 

Tonight is the Matriculation Night, with a flood of students attending it to have fun at the concert that is organized at the football field. But since it ends quite late, Mom offered to pick me up at the university.

 

I hear the sound of a Line message notification and take my cell phone to check, thinking that mom and Sol have already arrived. Instead, the sender is Ai Junior.

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📲 Juniorr :: Ai Zon, are you still at the cafeteria?

 

📲 Juniorr :: I just met Fai. You said that you and your friends will go to building 3.

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Fai is the girl I've been dating for about two months, during which we went out to eat and to the cinema, but for the most part we chat on Line.

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📲 Juniorr :: You said you are expecting your mom, but you are actually expecting your girlfriend.

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Junior sends the message and then a sticker to make fun of me. In truth, Fai and I don't have an appointment. Today we only chatted this morning, so why ...

 

"Do ..." Junior didn't lie. Fai is walking towards building 3, but that building is dark, the light is not on and bright as here. In the end, taken by worry, I follow her.

 

But the image I see after following it shoots me.

 

    

 

Fai is embraced by a guy. The thing could not be worse if the boy in question, who is taking her into the bathroom, was not Ai Saifah, a friend of AI Junior and Ai Tai.

 

I stop in front of the bathroom door they just entered and walk back and forth several times before deciding to knock on the door to call Ai Saifah and Ai Fai outside, to speak and understand this story. The first time I knock I don't get any response. The second time I start knocking with more force but also knocking louder, the people inside do not signal that they want to open the door. Finally, in anger, I kick the door forcefully two or three times. Finally the door opens ...

 

"Oh ... you're Ai Tai's friend, right? Is there any problem?" Ai Saifah asks me with an interested tone, but my gaze focuses on the signs that are rapidly turning red on the neck.

 

"..."

 

"Hurry up. Is there a problem or not? If everything is fine, don't bother us.

 

"There's a problem! What you're doing to yourself ..."

 

"What's going on, Saifah? Who is it?" I don't have time to finish the sentence that Fai leaves the bathroom. "Z ... Zon."

 

His expression when our eyes cross is completely embarrassed.

 

"How's it going, Fai?" I greet you.

 

"Here ..."

 

"I thought we were going out together ... What is this story, Fai? Aren't we doing it?"

 

"Sure." Fai, who at first seemed anxious, now crosses her arms as if she is pissed. "But that's not to say I should only go out with you ... I also go out with Saifah."

 

"Oh really?" Ai Saifah, who has remained silent, opens his mouth to speak. "So the thing you told me that you're only going out with me ... What is it?"

 

"Here ..." Now Saifah is also staring at her with a doubtful look, so much so that she gets nervous again.

 

"So what does that mean?"

 

"Here ..."

 

"Answer! Who are you dating?"

 

"Er ... Oh, the cell phone!" Suddenly, Fai retrieves the cell phone from the bag. "Sorry, I have to answer. Hello? What's going on ...?"

 

Get out to finish talking, leaving the two of us alone. I look at Saifah without opening my mouth. I feel bad and disappointed, but wanting to reconcile ... It is not possible because what I have seen is not so different from betrayal.

 

!! ??

 

"Fuck! What's wrong with you?" Suddenly Ai Saifah approaches me and grabs my shoulders firmly.

 

"You ... interrupted us."

 

"I interrupted you ... Why?" 

 

"I interrupted you ... Why?" I do not speak in vain, I move past Saifah who tries to hide the other way. "I ask you seriously, Saifah. Did you really not know that Fai and I were going out together?"

 

"No."

 

"At least Ai Tai or Ai Ju, who are in your same club, maybe they told you that Fai and I were dating." Because for boys, the girls of friends are forbidden territory, and also those of friends of friends.

"They never told me."

 

"..."

 

"If you really go out with her, it doesn't mean she doesn't have the right to go out with someone else. Just talk ... Don't think I'm dating her seriously."

 

"What the hell ...? A moment ago it seemed that you were angry that Fai was going out with me, right? Why do you come to tell me that she has the right to go out with others? I don't understand anything."

 

"Do you have to ask? Try to swallow the toad and accept the reality."

 

"So, you and she go out seriously or not?"

 

"No ... We've only been chatting for a week." They have been chatting for less than a week but they have made an appointment to do something in the bathroom ... We have been talking for a month and I have never touched her.

 

In this world there are two fucking weights and two measures.

 

It looks like this guy is nicer, taller and has chosen him.

 

"And then she's the one who asked to see us here," he continues.

 

"..."

 

"And you ... You saw." I team up from head to toe. "She may not want someone like you as her boyfriend. Believe me."

 

"What did you say ?! Repeat it!

 

"I said that ..." Saifah lifts the corners of her lips and comes over to whisper something in my ear: "She might not want someone like you as a boyfriend."

 

"Saifah, you're an asshole!" I cry in his face. I raise a hand to block it but he takes it and still gives me that annoying expression with a raised eyebrow. "You bother me. Let me go."

 

"No." Ai Saifah shrugs and pulls my hand firmly, probably as a joke. But since I'm not paying attention, when he pulls me so he catches me off guard and ...

 

Ah.

 

Our lips collide. Bewildered, I look up at him. Not even Saifah must have thought of such a result. The silence around us is total, we only hear our breaths that get heavier. I'm not sure it's my heartbeat or hers, but it doesn't sound regular at all.

 

Sbang!

 

I am the one who recovers first and I push him away. I look quickly left and right to see if anyone has seen what just happened. As soon as I'm sure nobody is around, I use one hand to rub my lips hard. Then I hit him on the shoulder without saying anything, because I fear that if I speak I will lose my face. Because it is not possible that he kissed someone I do not know and in addition he is a boy, it is him !

 

It is not possible! It was not a kiss. Just a clash of lips. Only this, nothing else.

 

 

 

💭 End flashback 💭

 

    

 

I raise an eyebrow looking back on that moment, annoyed. It is over from the Freshman Night until today, when Saifah and I are forced to see each other and we always have a reason to fight.

 

Initially I was afraid he had talked about this with someone, but when I saw that nobody was making fun of me, I felt relieved and had a fragile hope ... That Ai Saifah hadn't said anything about his kiss with a boy.

 

"P'Zon."

 

"..."

 

"P'Zon!"

 

"Ah? What ... What did you say?"

 

"Why are you silent, P '? What happened?"

 

"Er ... At that moment he and I were just talking. Then by chance you saw. From where you were you could seem that we were kissing, but in reality nothing happened."

 

"..."

 

"There was no kiss. There was nothing like that."

 

"You're lying."

 

"For what reason? Just erase the story."

 

"No."

 

"Sol!"

 

"I can change it and make it credible. There must be no connection to the two of you dating. Is that okay?"

 

"How many times do I have to repeat it to you? He and I don't go out!"

 

"But do you kiss?"

 

 

 

 

 

"We didn't kiss!"

 

"How is it possible ...? I saw you ... P'Zon, would you dare to swear that there was no kiss between you two?"

 

"Sure!" The defiant tone of my sister makes me swear with conviction. "I swear to you in the temple outside our house that Ai Saifah and I have never kissed."

 

"All right." Sol still looks at me with defiant eyes. "Then I ask, about the sacred objects in this house, that all the things in my story, including everything related to the boy x boy in my room, can really happen to you, if you and P'Saifah really kissed. Amen ! "

 

I look at my sister who raises a hand in a wai and solemnly swears even though she holds the laptop tightly in her hand.

 

"Have you sworn?"

 

"Yup."

 

"Since you've sworn, erase my story."

 

"I didn't swear I would delete it. So ... I won't delete it!" That plague of my sister makes me a tongue and runs out of the room.

 

"Sol!" I try to call her back to get her to cancel the story but the only thing I get is that Ai Sol shouts to our mother that I'm making fun of her!

 

Porca ... For what the hell did he swear a moment ago ?!

 

And I still have my homework to do tomorrow! Oooiiiii !!!

 

    

 

🎵 End of chapter 02 🎵