Why R U ? (SaifahxZon) (eng) 3

Tuk

 

I wake up with a start and look around immediately. I'm in my room? As soon as I see that everything is normal, I do not hold back a sigh of relief.

 

Damn, I didn't think last night's Ai Sol's oath would make me so nervous, so much as to dream of joining Saifah. If I really had to be her boyfriend, I would be so nervous that the brain would explode, because only dreaming about it was heavy enough.

 

Ooohiii !!

 

I am still sitting on the bed, all agitated to think when I turn with confused expression towards the door of my room, which has been opened.

 

"You know ... Saifah."

 

"It's me."

 

"How did you get into my room?"

 

"Why couldn't I have come in?"

 

"It's my room ... And those are my shirt and my trousers, aren't they? Why are you wearing them? Take them off! They are mine, take them away!" I speak by pointing a finger at the boy who is approaching me.

 

"What's yours?" Porca ... What the hell is wrong? Usually greets or smiles as if nothing had happened.

 

"What's your problem, Saifah ?!"

 

"You have a problem, Zon. Aren't you okay?" Saifah speaks reaching out to touch my face, but I hit her to make her move away.

 

"Don't touch me. So what do you have? Get out of my room, Saifah. Otherwise I'll call the police to report you for a break-in."

 

"Report what?"

 

"That you came to hurt me."

 

"It doesn't seem to me that he's hurting you, just for nothing." He says continuing to get closer and closer.

 

"So why are you getting closer? Get out!" I insult him but it seems that the brain is empty, as if he were listening to a foreign language. Because no matter what I say, he keeps getting closer. "I told you to get out of my room! Who made you come to my house?"

 

"Why couldn't I have come?"

 

"Because I didn't give you permission."

 

"Zon, how funny you are!"

 

"But I'm not laughing, it seems to me," I reply, but that continues to chuckle. "What are you laughing?!"

 

 

"It's funny that you say you didn't give me permission to come here. We are engaged, how strange it is to come to your boyfriend's house."

 

"Boyfriends?!?! I never went out with anyone with your face!" I say throwing him against the pillow as he approaches again.

 

"Calm down, Zon." He tells me to calm down but his hand doesn't calm down at all. Suddenly he locks his arms over my head and the problem is that I obey meekly without resisting. The head tells me to oppose it, but the body does not follow orders. Because?? Doesn't my mind belong to me? Whoever is owning my body, get out immediately! "Calm down, Zon. Please."

 

" Calm down what ?! There's nothing to calm down! And don't use that language with me. There's no need to talk so politely between us."

 

"Boyfriends have to talk politely, don't they?"

 

"Again with this being engaged . I already told you I'm not your boyfriend! To the Saifah ... Don't get so close. Get out! Your face mustn't get so close to me! Fuck !! Get out!"

 

"No."

 

"OhI! Do I speak a language people don't know?"

 

"I say you talk too much."

 

"Are you or am I the one who speaks too much?"

 

"You."

 

"No. It's you. You talk and don't listen to me. I told you to go out and instead you came here again. Do you want to die?" Should a person who knows everything about the world like me come to talk to someone who knows nothing like Ai Saifah? Really fun.

 

"I don't go out because I'll show you how people in love do it." It doesn't say much, but the little smile and the look it gives me make me goosebumps.

 

"Such as?" My voice doesn't tremble as I ask him. And why then did I ask him? I don't want to know! "I don't want to know how they do it!"

 

"As we did it last night."

 

As we did it last night.

 

We did it.

 

'We' is for me and he ... And that 'fact' is for ... Playing cards ?!

 

No, I have to be serious now.

 

"But shit put .. !! Exit !!! Exit immediately, Ai Saifah!" I shout calling his name. I hope someone hears me but I don't know why, it is as if the more I shout, the more the voice that comes out is absorbed and falls into silence. The more I think of running away, the more I find myself nailed and unable to go anywhere. In addition, the cursed is approaching more than a moment ago.

 

"Saifah."

 

"What is it, honey?"

 

" Honey your sister!"

 

"Child, you know that my sister is not called Treasure ."

 

" Child you will be there! Get away! You are really breaking me!"

 

But the more I shout, the more Saifah doesn't listen to me. The only thing I can do is close my eyes to avoid her lips getting closer to mine.

 

"AAAAHHH !! Ai Saifah!" I scream at the top of my lungs before waking up again. " Anf ... Pant ... "

 

I gasp as quickly as someone who has just finished running to run away from something. I look around again to check the room and see if anyone is leaning against the door and then open it and enter as a moment ago. When I see that there is nothing, I can not help but swallow empty. I'm not sure right now I'm still dreaming or not. To make sure, what I can do is tug myself hard on the arm.

 

"Ah! Maleee! It really hurts!" I caress the pinched part with one hand for a few moments. It really hurts, it can't be a dream, right?

 

I look left and right one more time, grab my cell phone to check the day, open FB to check that everything is in order and when I make sure of it, I slowly emit an annoyed sigh. I scratch my head before getting out of bed and getting ready to take a bath. In my heart I can only hope that there will be nothing that will give me another headache.

 

 

...

 

 

 

My life revolves around going to university: taking the bike to the entrance of the alley, sending emails and getting on the skytrain. Then get on the bus to university and enter the faculty. Just walking I throw half my life in terms of time. I would like to live in the dormitory, but in this period I cannot because of the votes.

 

While I am like this, my sister is different. She wakes up early in the morning to be given a ride from mom to the university every day. Even though we attend the same university, I am not able to do it. I can't wake up at six to bathe, have breakfast and then have a break. I am too lazy and my lessons start at ten. Who would get up so early?

 

I yawn and get on the bus to the university, going to sit in the last places. There are already a couple of students that I don't notice at the beginning. But then their voices attract my attention. Okay, let's get it done. What will they have to worry about so much?

 

"What are you doing? Stop it!"

 

"I just took your hand, nobody sees us." I glance at the two boys, crouched side by side. Their fingers are intertwined like those of two lovers. Then they look at me with a strange smile.

 

I have no problems with any kind of love, anyone can like anyone, I don't care. But from my oath of my sister about her story, I feel strangely nervous and I'm afraid that everything has to do with that.

 

Especially this morning, when I just dreamed of the person who is my main problem. I'm getting more and more nervous. I look around to see if something is out of the ordinary. Are the trees by chance pink? Are there guys who walk hand in hand throughout the university? Everything is as always, so I don't have to keep thinking that everything is as Sol told in his story.

 

It's impossible.

 

I try to calm my heart.

 

"Why are you so shy? It's all as usual."

 

"But the short boy is watching."

 

Low your father! That's more than 1.70!

 

I glare at him. Regardless of what was in the story, he offended me by saying that I am short and would like to kick both of them off the minivan. In the end, before I get to my faculty, I stop to make photocopies of the usual shop. Yesterday I borrowed some sheets from Ai Sen and I still haven't been able to copy them.

 

"A copy, please." I give the sheets to the shop owner and put on the earphones, humming the song softly, following the rhythm of the music.

 

"He." But the sound of the music isn't loud enough, because I can hear someone's voice not far from me. "This senior is in Sol's story."

 

"It's true. It's cute!"

 

"It is a pity that I am with P'Saifah." Then these girls read my story with Ai Saifah who wrote my sister's cursed one.

 

"Sh! He's watching us!"

 

"He looks at us but doesn't hear us, he has headphones."

 

"You are right." Then the girls smile happily at me. "In my opinion, P'Zon and P'Saifah are really together."

 

"I agree. It's like Sol says, they hang out in secret."

 

When did I ever go out with that one secretly ????

 

"Yesterday Sol finished writing the part of the fight."

 

"I'd like to take him by the hand and tell him to calm down."

 

"True." Then they give me worried looks mixed with compassion. The ones who should calm down are you, not me. Ouch !! What problem do you have? What does it have to do with me? I have never faced such a situation. There has never been anyone who came to talk to me straight in the face in this way. I don't know why I was indifferent before and I don't know why things have changed now and I worry about it.

 

Whatever it is, it's terrible.

 

"It's 20 baht." After recovering the photocopied notes, I immediately go to school. I try not to think about what I have heard or what is different this morning; I try to smile to my friends who are all sitting now.

 

"Are you all right? You look tired."

 

"Mh. I didn't sleep."

 

"You didn't sleep, which site did you look at?"

 

"Porn Hub, I guess. Pig!"

 

"Ha ha. You did it!"

 

"So do my friends!" Natee and Tentai burst out laughing amused. Very funny. I shake my head as if the matter were indifferent to me, until they start whispering something, but I can hear them.

 

"Zon, what's the matter with you? Your eyes are shiny, like you're thinking about something."

 

"I think so too."

 

"The website crashed."

 

"The good ones never crash."

"Already." The two go on with their bang and answer, taking my headache to a higher level.

 

"It is better if we stay away from Zon today," Sen says as soon as the teacher enters the classroom. Everyone stops doing their own things and they sit down again.

 

I don't know if my friends are talking worried or if they are just hanging themselves. In any case, I don't answer anything. I worry about all that is going on unusual today. I don't want to worry but all the signs now say that I really ended up in my sister's story.

 

But the brain says it can't be ... Until I raise my head and see a person whose face I've never seen before. The guy Sol said he drew from his imagination.

 

The boy who is the protagonist of the story that my sister has already finished writing.

 

At the time, I had asked Sol who the boy was and the answer I had received was that he came from his imagination. So how is it possible that someone you only imagined is coming to sit next to me?

 

Unless ... He didn't really pop out of his fantasy.

 

"What are you looking at?" He asks me, Sol's imaginary boy.

 

"N ... nothing." I swallow, lower my head and then look at the teacher, while one hand grips the pencil firmly because I don't want you to tremble.

 

Shit !!! What I think is not possible, is it ?! It can not be true!

 

Even though we sit close together during the lesson and try not to turn to look at him, I can't help but glance at him: I want to make sure that the boy next to me is exactly what Sol had imagined. As soon as I give him a look, he she looks at me with an annoyed expression and in the end I have to apologize in a low voice.

 

"Sorry, it's just that I feel like I've seen you before."

 

"But it doesn't seem to me." It's not that I've actually seen you before. I intensely pretend I'm dead. I close my mouth and pretend I'm no longer interested in him, although deep down I would like to ask him a lot. We are still in class, however, so I let it go, soon the lesson will be over and I guess I can ask him some questions.

 

"Okay, that's all for today. See you at the next lesson. Don't forget to study in advance, there will be a pre-test soon."

 

"Ok!"

 

Then I, who was going to ask the boy next to me who he is, where he comes from, if he studies here ... Suddenly I turn around and he is gone, without giving me time to get ready.

 

"What's going on, Zon? How come you're so alarmed?"

 

"You saw the guy sitting next to me, didn't you?"

 

"Who?"

 

"The one with the slap-faced, so severe that his family doesn't seem to love him. Don't tell me you haven't seen him!"

 

"..." Sen looks confused.

 

"Come on fuck!"

 

"Hey, Zon. Calm down. Are you talking about what just came out? If you follow him now, you could reach him."

 

"Ouch!" Slowly I calm down and feel relieved. I thought I was too scared because if I had reached this level, I would really need to go to the hospital. "Then I'm going to talk to him. You can go home, don't wait for me."

 

I hurry to collect my things and chase the guy out of my sister's fantasy.

 

"Hey! Wait!" He turns to look at me and raises an eyebrow, obviously annoyed. "I just have to ask you something."

 

"Thing?"

 

"You study here, don't you?" As soon as I finish the question, he looks at me as if he's already fed up. Do not try to be annoyed, I am serious. Can you please answer me? Or did you really jump out of a novel? "Then?"

 

"If you didn't study here, how would you see me here? What a strange question."

 

"I know. But isn't it that you came out somewhere?"

 

"What the hell are you saying?"

 

"I thought..."

 

"Is there any problem?" I am already quite agitated and the voice that comes from behind me makes me turn to look at who it comes from. As soon as I see the other person approaching me, I feel even more nervous again than before.

 

Holy ...

 

Even this guy Sol imagined, he's the boyfriend of the one sitting next to me. So you two got out of a novel ?!

 

"No problem. Let's go." When he finishes talking, the guy passes me by bumping my shoulder, while the other, who has a doubtful look, says nothing and just runs after the other.

 

"Fuck ..." I collapse sitting on the floor, while I scratch my head with my hands to get back to myself.

 

Did the two "imaginary" guys really start wandering in the real world? And I who live in the real world, did I end up in the story?

 

So what am I supposed to do now ?! How do I fix the oath?

 

"Zon ..." A familiar voice reaches my ears but I'm afraid it's not the voice of who I think. In the end I remain silent without answering. "Zon? What are you doing sitting here?" 

 

Now the voice is clearer and I raise my head to look. The image I see is that of Tor, who looks at me in confusion.

 

"Ai Tor."

 

"Mh. What's going on?"

 

"You are real, right?"

 

"What are you talking about, Zon?"

 

"I asked you if you're real. My friend who went to high school with me, didn't I?" 

 

"Er ... it's me."

 

"Oh ... Tutor." I get up quickly and hug him as soon as he assures me he is real. I murmur the name of my best friend from high school without stopping. "Ai Tor!"

 

"Yes, yes. What do you have?" 

 

"I ... I think I ended up in a novel."

 

"Eh?"

 

"I'm serious, Tor. I really ended up in a novel." My voice must sound really agitated because Ai Tor pats me on the back as if to calm me down.

 

"Er er. If there is something, calm down and tell." Ai Tor tells me sympathetically. Although he still looks a little confused, he takes me to sit in the cafeteria to be able to hear my story.

 

I tell him everything. Not only the story of my parents who don't let me write, also the oath with Sol and everything that happened today, the different situations than usual.

 

"What do you think, Tor?" After telling him everything, I ask him directly. "Do you think I ended up in a novel? Is the environment the same?"

 

I ask him, doubtful. He raises his hands and rubs his head as if trying to recover.

 

"I say it's better if you calm down now. What you told me doesn't seem real."

 

"So why has it been strange since I swore? The dream, the boys holding hands, the boys Sol says he imagined and designed and then appeared in the real world. How can he not be right, Tor? "

 

"..."

 

"Or do you say I'm worrying too much ...?" 

 

"It could be. Maybe you should rest more. Maybe you're nervous about your parents' story, which is stressing you out."

 

"I do not know." I say without more strength. "But then why do I feel that everything that has happened seems to go as Sol and I have sworn?"

 

"..."

 

"Tor, help me. Help me understand what I have to do ...!" I am too worried about everything that is going on. I don't know if Tor is looking at me like I'm crazy, but I think it's true, even if he reaches out to pat me on the shoulder as if to encourage me.

 

"Zon."

 

"..."

 

"Try to look at it from a scientific point of view. It is said that all this would be impossible, right?"

 

"Quite right."

 

"Mh ..." Tutor nods. "But really, you shouldn't have sworn with your sister from the start. Because if you hadn't, you wouldn't be so nervous."

 

"Ai Sol wants to become famous by writing a novel about me and your friend."

 

"I know."

 

"If you were me, you would have done the same." He doesn't answer but suddenly remains silent. "Or you wouldn't have sworn an oath with Sol."

 

"No." He replies.

 

"Oh? So why did I do it ?! Damn, what a headache." I mutter unabated.

 

"I think you should stop worrying now, it would be the best thing. Because what you are thinking about cannot be true ... Stop worrying." When he finishes talking he strokes my head to comfort me. Usually he doesn't behave like this, why is he suddenly comforting me by stroking my hair?

 

I tilt my head to avoid his hand and Tutor stops suddenly.

 

"Don't make that puzzled face. Act as you usually do, Tor. You said I'm not in a story, but you're stroking my head. When did you ever do such a thing?" He taps me. "Ohi, Tor! How do you do if my precious brain is damaged?"

 

"We will have to prepare ourselves psychologically because your precious brain is worrying for no reason."

 

"Without reason, huh?" 

 

 

"Believe me, Zon. It's nothing, really." Ai Tor gets up and seems to be about to head back. He reaches out to tap me on the shoulder again as if to tell me not to worry.

 

"Come on, let's go home." I get up and follow Ai Tor, but not shortly after I remember one thing and go back to speaking excitedly: "It's true! Ai Tor, I haven't told you something yet!"

 

 

 

 

 

 

"?"

 

"In addition to my name and that of your friend, Ai Sol also wrote your name in his novel."

 

"My name?"

 

"Yes, your name. Be careful, you could end up in the story. And don't say I didn't warn you."

 

"Okay. Thanks for letting me know." Tutor shakes his head and leaves the restaurant with me.

 

Despite everything, I'll try to think of it as Tor.

 

I think it's just my stupid fixation. But in the end everything I try to think, what I try to convince myself of, is completely ruined as soon as I get home. When Ai Zen sends me a Line message to tell me to look at the most recent page of Cute Boy.

 

It is a page that I never open, I only read the titles or the usual things, but on that page there is a message with a single photo. A photo of me and Ai Saifah.

 

 

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The score on this copy is extremely high. We hope that the result that will come out will encourage this couple to participate in the football club's "Sing a song" project. The admin herself is secretly cheering for them! We will post the announcement tomorrow morning. Good night to all!

 

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Now tell me how can I not believe the oath ?! Now everything is proceeding exactly as I swore!

 

 

 

 End of chapter 3