NOT ME 2
“I'm all right." I was hugged so
tightly that I was about to stop breathing. I pushed them away and they
went back to their seats.
"Time for class, let's go?" Sean asked indifferently.
"Let's go." Yok got up, we returned the plate together to the collection point.
We
walked to the faculty together. What makes me wonder is that the class
is clearly on the 5th floor, why climb the stairs? I climbed till I
became short of breath and breathed like a dog. I grabbed Gram's clothes
ahead of me.
"This ... hm ... h ..."
“Oh, panting like this are you going to die?" Yok asks with interest.
“I'm
tired, why don't you take the elevator?" After asking, all three of
them looked at me, especially Sean, he didn't even blink.
What did I do wrong again!!?
"What are you looking at me for?"
"Look
at you, Black. Are you not afraid of the elevator? You said you didn't
like being in a small spaces. When you were a first-year student you
were stuck in an elevator with Sean. He said you sat on down and hid in
the corner for more than ten minutes while you waited for the elevator
to be repaired. From then onwards we agreed that if it is not more than 5
floors, we will not take the elevator ” Yok explained with an
unbelievable face, like I was crazy.
There
was an awkward silence between me and my friends (who are precisely
Black's friend). Black hasn't told me about this yet so I don't know
about it at all. And I don't live with him, so I didn't know what he
was afraid of, what he doesn't like, even though we are twins.
"What's
wrong with you? You're not old enough to get things mixed up." Gram
shook my head back and forth, then threw my hand off his clothes and
continued up the stairs.
But I have asthma and it's easy to get tired. This is no joke. Should I tell them?
"..."
Sean
looked at me with stern eyes without any concealment. I hurriedly
avoided his gaze and continued to climb, but the more I climbed, the
more it made me gasp .
"Hey!
You guys wait a minute." Sean tries to call out two big silly boys who
are climbing the stairs ahead of us. I don't understand why Sean has to
go with me because I'm the slowest.
“What the hell is that?” Gram called down through the gap between the stairs.
"I don't think Black can climb anymore. I'll take him to the elevator." Sean also shouted back.
Come on, pick up your pace!
He
found out. My brother is as strong as a buffalo and I'm very fragile!
Fatigue is not good, temper is not good at all. If I were a girl, I'd
feel ok. But I'm also a man, which infuriated me.
Both Tod and Ta know my body condition so they never let me do anything heavy.
“What the hell!” Gram still does not know the situation. Now Sean's got his hands on me.
"Hold my hand.”
"..." I looked at his hand and at his face and saw him looking at me.
"Want to take it? If you can't grasp it, grab my shirt, I'll take you to the elevator."
“Oh,
uh, don't be so aggressive.” I complained when I reached for Sean's
arm, then it took me to the elevator on the 3rd floor. For now, Gram and
Yok will be waiting on the fifth floor. After Sean pressed the elevator
button, he waited for the elevator with me, waited less than 5 minutes
for the elevator to arrive, I and Sean entered and it pressed the
button, soon we reached the 5th floor. From the 3rd to the 5th floor.
Ding!
As soon as the elevator door opened, I saw Gram and Yok looking at us with a bizarre look on their faces
"What
are you two coming in the elevator from the third floor to the fifth
floor? Is there a problem with your brain?" Listening to Gram ask this,
Sean raised his hand to move my chin from side to side, and I had to
tilt left and right.
"Look at his face."
"Black, what's wrong with you? You okay?" Yok asked.
"I have asthma and I'm tired. I just learned not long ago." I'm lying. I've been like this since I was born.
“Oh,
if you don't say it, who would know it?” Gram walked up, grabbed me by
the neck and pulled me towards him, my hand holding Sean's sleeves
automatically released.
“So how's it going now?” He leaned close to my face and asked, our noses close to each other.
"Not...
It's okay. Step back first, it's uncomfortable." I pushed Gram away,
but he didn't let me go. Sean didn't say a word and pull my wrist,
thanks to him for getting me out of Gram's arms.
"Time to study."
Sean did not take my hand and went into the classroom, he let go of my hand as soon as I got rid of Gram.
“What
the hell are you doing?" I heard Gram swearing at the guy, Yok. Sean
silently watched me then told me to go to class with him.
"If you don't like what you do, if you can't do anything, just tell us straight.."
! ! !
I
was stunned for a while. It's not that I think much, but I feel like
he's no longer trying to find my flaws. The elevator ride was so
obvious, Sean shouldn't have missed it.
I'm worried about it enough. I'm afraid he knows.
We
were late so the front row was full, I followed Sean to the back seat.
He was the first to sit down, I sat next to him, followed by Gram and
Yok.
"Teacher
hasn't arrived yet." Gram complains with discontent, "In class at
10:30, at 12 o'clock class will be over. It's 11:30 and teacher still
hasn't arrived? They should stop teaching, all they do is come into the
room and turn on the projector and by the time they do it, it would be
time to go home."
"Why
don't you teach then? It is difficult to assign the project, no matter
if you can do it or not." Yok's words made me laugh. My university
faculty is not like that.
"Hey, Black, how's your design homework? Why don't you see what I'm saying?." Gram hit me hard with an elbow.
"I haven't done it yet." This is the truth. I'm just here, "I forgot all about the designs."
"Ask Sean, he knows. He knows everything, remembers everything. You're with him as a group. "
Exactly the conclusion I drew earlier. Black and Sean are very close.
"Motherf--r, the awesome Sean, is as ignorant as you."
Ignorant?
I'm sorry, I got an A in all those subjects...
Well, I forgot, I'm Black now, not me(White).
“Yok,
about homework, I sent the PLAN* * to you, have you seen it? " Gram
turns his head and asks Yok, maybe he's in the same group.
"Yes, I'll make an ELEVATION*.” Yok replied.
“So what about the SECTION*?" Gram asks again.
Plan: a two-dimensional image where we see objects from above.
Elevation: Two-dimensional image where we see objects from the front, back, left or right.
Section: Similar to vertical sections, but the purpose is to show internal details that cannot be seen from the outside.
These are the terms of construction, design, construction and project management
"Make the front face, the front is simpler. Just do the simple one first, believe me." Yok replied.
"Yes,
listen to you. If you're wrong, you'll fix it yourself." Gram pointed
at Yok's face. Fortunately, me and Black both studied architecture so
there was no problem.
However, I disagree with Yok's saying.
“Sean, let's draw the section in front of the plan. ” I turned to say and Sean frowned.
“Why?"
"If
you draw the front cross section first, you will know the ratio of
everything in the house, the height of the ceiling, the height of the
ground, the height of the roof, all of which are precisely determined.
After that, if you draw a vertical face, you don't have to fix it.” I
explained.
“Ayyyyy, Black, oh my God." Gram exclaimed after hearing me speak.
“You
draw the cross-section from this plane to show me." Sean draws a
diagram of the ground on paper. Me, Yok and Gram are all watching.
Sean's lines are perfectly drawn, and they're on par with Tod's.
Sean pushed the paper in front of me, and I picked up the ballpoint pen and started drawing.
“Are you going to use that ballpoint pen?" Gram asked.
"Yeah,
am I not sketching?" Actually, every time I draw pictures on paper, I
use ballpoint pens to draw quickl .because I'm lazy. It's always like
this, paper is expensive anyway.
“Well,
let's draw. Give you a chance to show it.” Gram's words made me laugh. I
bent down to draw the cross-section that Sean asked for. It took a
while to complete, and the lines remained perfect.
"Damn, why are you so good! Why are these two Gods paired together?" Yok turned around and asked Gram.
"Shut
up !!"Gram told Yok to stop. "I can do it, too. The four legs are still
lost but the talent is here*! Sean, you're going to draw me a diagram
of the ground, too!"
*Gram says a Thai proverb which means that no matter how good a person is, sometimes they make mistakes.
Sean
laughs and paints Gram a simple plan. Gram took out the drawing paper
and measured it with a ballpoint pen, I couldn't stop laughing.
"Black, you keep laughing. I'll show you I can do it too." Gram draws the first stroke on confident paper.
“Ruffled, the first stroke was wrong.” Sean looked out and didn't forget to put psychological pressure on Gram.
“Just
wait, Sean, I'll show you 7/11.” Gram gets up and tears up the drawing
Sean gave him and throws it towards Sean. Yok and I laughed even louder
"So do you not want to go back to the dorm or you want to continue to study?" Gram turned to me.
“Dormitory?” I was confused because I didn't know where Black's dormitory was.
"Well, you're in the same room as Sean." Yok replied.
S ... Sean's roommate??
“I sleep in the same room as Sean?" I asked in a small voice.
“No.” Replied Gram.
Then ... Does that mean the room is split in half?
“Sleep in the same room, on the same bed. That room only has one bed.” His next words make me want to ascend to heaven!
Damn it!
"Why
are you making that face? You don't look like you're good. It's sloppy.
Sean doesn't talk, so he doesn't complain, but I punch him a few
times." Yok put his hand on my head.
"Well, it's choking, hahahaha” Gram laughed and said that. I had to sit
down in embarassment. Do you have any good points Black??
While we were laughing, a girl walked straight to our table and slammed down her hand and startled all four of us.
"Black, what do you mean by that? Got you, then you want to kick?"
What's the situation again!!!
“Yojin, what's wrong with you?" While I was confused, Gram asked the girl with a confusing look.
“Yes, what are you doing?" Yok followed.
"..." Sean didn't say anything, but, I'm dead. I don't even know who she is!!
"You want me to tell everyone here or come out?"
“It's
better to go out and talk...” Gram whispered to me, I clenched my mouth
but eventually got up and grabbed Yojin's wrist and walked out of
class. Because of her last scream, she was noticed by everyone.
GRAM's POV
As
soon as Black left, Yok and I made a quick eye contact, and the final
consensus was that we couldn't sit like this. We have to talk about
this. After the decision is made, we turn to look at Sean, who is
sitting quietly.
"Sean, I want to go out and look at the situation. I don't feel so good. I'm worried about Black."
"Well,
I told him not to flirt with Yojin. Damn it! He even said he wanted to
challenge you. Now you see, can't laugh" Yok couldn't stop giggling, and
the two of us stood up.
“You're waiting for the drama, aren't you?” Sean asked, “So let's go, I want to know.”
Sean said as he got up and went outside, and Yok and I followed.
“Why go like this?" Yok asked.
“Because that's how handsome people must go, ok?" I said.
"This is a classroom, not runway." Yok said ironically.
“SWAG!” Yok and I looked at each other.
Huh? What? I'm cool, this is common for me. Don't appear ignorant like that.
We
followed Sean out of class, of course, I'm the coolest. Sean stops
behind the wall closest to Black. And I'm behind him and I'm sticking my
head out, Yok's behind me.
I'm a man ~
Sean is a man ~
Yok is a man ~
The three of us ~
"What do you want? This is too much." Black said and looked at Yojin, "I'll give you everything."
"You
said you wanted to date me, but I wasn't really ready to date you. If
you were serious, why would you have left the last week." Yojin said as
she pushed Black's chest. The girls in my department are even more
intense. I told him not to play with fire. But Black says this isn't hot
enough. Is it hot now?
"Do you think Black's soft-hearted? If Black was, Yojin wouldn't get a chance to yell at Black like this." Yok commented.
“That's right.” I'm going to agree with you.
"I
don't see any difference. Yojin's a woman, you can't use violence
against women, can you?" Sean continued to observe the situation after
speaking.
"Maybe it's because we think too much..." Yok muttered.
"Maybe so."
In
our gang, Sean is the most attentive and composed. We easily believed
what he said and followed it. The same goes for me and Yok. This must be
a kind of belief. We believe it.
"I've got my own business to do, and I agree you won't date anyone else. You'll be out of duty." Black said.
"Hmm... If that's the case, change your phone, if you're honest."
"I can't do that. That's excessive. It's personal belonging."
Between lovers but also in private I'm honest with you, but you're not!" Yojin shouts at Black.
“From this kind of girl, I'll be a hundreds of thousand kilometers away, believe me?" I turned to talk to Yok.
"Believe."
"All right" I patted him on the shoulder.
“I
believe even if it's not this kind of girl, you're still running away
because you don't want to date people." Yok laughed so much that his
front teeth were about to fly out.
"Listen to me. You look good, but you stop laughing. Your teeth are like rake in the ground." I said.
"I'm better than you. You are a dwarf and muscular like a saggy-faced dog near my house." Yok won't give up and come back at me.
"Pants."
"Shut
up. If you like arguing, go inside and argue, Black will find out now."
At that moment P'Sean (not at all) scolded, we immediately shut up and
turned to snoop about Black.
If you're Sean, you can ignore it, but for a hot-tempered man like Black, that's definitely something you can't miss out.
"Everyone
needs to have their own private space and everyone needs to keep their
distance from each other. Being too close only leads to breakdown.
You're my girlfriend, just my girlfriend. But there are some things I
don't like people to touch. If you don't agree then we can break up.
It's good for both of us.”
Black's words made all three of us look at each other.
"Calm down." I said first.
"Cold." Yok continued.
"Don't like it anymore," I said to myself.
"Sean,
what now? What if Black keeps dating her? It's a disadvantage for us.
I'm confident Yojin won't give him time to breathe. Be careful and move
out with him." I told Sean.
"I'm not going to let him go. His stuff's in my room." Sean said casually, but I know that Sean always tells the truth.
"All right, don't let me know you have someone else. It will make me lose my face." Yojin pointed at Black's face.
"Yeah."Black calmly replied.
"Don't go out and disappear after school."
When
she finished speaking, Yojin walked away, leaving Black standing there
breathing a sigh of relief and patting himself on the chest as if he had
just completed the difficult challenge. It looks like he's going back
to class, but he sees us first.
Black walked up to us with a face of shame.
"How's it going? I told you not to touch her, you didn't believe me. Now you're in jail." Then I patted Black on the shoulder.
"Did you hear it from the beginning?" Black asked.
"From where you said yes to everything."I replied.
“She was a bit too much. Tells me what are you going to do?” Yok asked softly.
"She wants me to move in with her."
"Excuse me, what about master of your fate?"
“Master of my date?” Black asked confusingly.
"Isn't P'Sean taking care of you? "I put my hand on Sean's shoulder, arms crossed.
"You
are the one who asks for him to stay with you .But my P'Sean just let
you go a little and you want to run away with girls already?" I gently
pushed Black's shoulder.
“Yeah ... I am trying to refuse.” Black answered weakly.
If
there's a problem, I'll help you break up. It doesn't matter, you
know." Sean pointed to Black's face, "But if you dare to leave me,
you're sure to die!"
END OF GRAM'S POV
Since
Sean had threatened that I would die if I moved out, we didn't talk
anymore. To be honest, I wasn't going to move in with Yojin, I was just
solving the mess for Black. If he came back and saw me hanging around
his neck, he'd be just as angry as a mad dog. But that's what he has to
take, I don't want to be slapped on his behalf.
After
school, Yok and Gram said they would drink with first-year students.
Sean refuses and says they can't drink anymore. Gram told me to go home
to Sean, and I'd simply take Sean's ride home.
When
I saw Sean's car, I fell back in shock. Because it's a European sports
car worth tens of millions of dollars and it's beautifully improved.
It's a dream that I can only see in car advertisements.
"Sean, your car is beautiful."
"Huh?
Yes, I don't like this very much, but my old one was taken away by P'
Sorn. I mean, my brother." Sean explained and I nodded.
“Get in the car," he said, and we got in the car. I was curious about Sean.
"Why did you go to this school? As rich as you are, you could have enrolled in private school." I asked him.
"Because Yok and Gram attended this school." Sean replied briefly.
“Is
that it?" I frown. Black's School is not teaching well but tuition is
cheap. And at school, the schedule is not much, easy division is also
much different. I've only been studying for Black for a few days. For
example, the exercise that the teacher assigned today is called a
big/difficult exercise but at the school I am, it is just a small
homework.
"I
must say they're important to me. It's not just that." After listening
to Sean's explanation, I still don't know what to say, because my
relationships are very limited. Other than Tod and Ta I don't have any
close friends. But we are just players together. If there's something
important I think it's better to tell my dad.
“What about you?” Sean asked after starting the car, “Are you close to your brother?"
“Not very close, we are not together.” I sighed quietly.
“I think you and your brother are very different." Sean said.
“How do you know?" I turned to ask, "How can you tell?”
"Your brother is nicer than you, I know."
Sean's words left me cold on my back, although his tone was calm and nothing unusual.
"Hey, stop talking about it. It's not interesting." I try to switch themes.
"But
I care. What's your brother's name?" Sean's question made me feel very
embarrassed. Why do I have to talk to him about my own business? The
less he knows about me, the better, right?
Why do you want to know?"
"What's
wrong? You don't want to talk about it for fear of trouble?" Sean
turned his head to look at me, I looked out the glass door to avoid his
gaze.
"W... What's the trouble?"
“Afraid
of me messing around and taking your brother away.” Sean's tone
remained very calm, I could not help breathing a sigh of relief, quickly
patted my hand on the chest.
Damn, I'm scared to death.
"Yes, he's called White."
“White, is that right?" Sean repeats.
"Yeah " I nodded.
"White
and black? Your parents sure know how to name their kids.” Sean
said.Seriously, I can guess Gram, and Yok would say the same thing. But
if Sean is a book, it's definitely a book written in a language I've
never seen before. And there's no dictionary so I can read it.
"Yeah..."
"Where's your brother? What does he do?" Sean asked again.
"He is also going to school, I do not do anything. We barely meet. ” I try to evade it.
"Oh, really?"
Sean just asked this and didn't ask anything again, I finally was reassured.
The
tall man continued to drive, we finally reached the hostel. This hostel
is not comparable to Sean's luxury car, it is simply too normal.
We take the elevator to the floor. Black and Sean's room is on the 5th floor, not too wide, size 32m2 but they are okay.
In
the room there is a double bed, opposite the bed is a television
cabinet, a small folding table in the corner, there are two wardrobes.
In short, it is small but clean and comfortable.
“This is the room where I live in with you."
“Too many shoes.” I said and was startled that Black should clearly state the condition of the room.
But when looking at Sean, he did not react abnormally and his face was still awake.
“After
entering the room you have to take off your shoes and slippers but do
not forget to wash your feet first. And these shoes are mine, Gram and
Yok and the above are yours, but it's okay to wear them. If they drink
too much, Gram and Yok will come here to sleep.”
I didn't say a word and made my face look unknown but Sean didn't care about my reaction. He came to help me open the cupboard.
“These
are your clothes. And mine are on the other side. If you don't have any
clothes, you can wear mine but it will be a bit loose because you are
smaller.”
Sean then introduced me to every corner of the room as if this was my first time.
Oh shit…
He already knows?
I'm
afraid of sweating and Sean is still introducing this and that to me.
Like he knows I'm not Black but he doesn't say, doesn't even mention
whether I'm Black or not. And it is completely different to the person
who doubted me at first.
He seemed to know everything, but he chose not to expose me.
I don't want Sean to know.
“Why
are you doing this? Worried or what?” Sean asked when he saw my
confusion. I don't know if his introduction was because I forgot or
because I wasn't Black.
But either way, the roommate does not need to explain at all.
Oh, I'm so confused!
“No, it's nothing. I'm just tired. You don't have to explain these things. I already know everything.”
“Is that true?" Sean asked.
“Well..." I responded with a prolonged voice.
“You sleep in the bed. I will be sleeping outside." Sean kept talking.
“The bed is a bit small." I said.
“Look at the size of the room." Sean explains briefly.
“So I'm going to take a shower first, it's hot." I said.
“Oh, yes." Sean nods.
So
I went to get a bath towel. After stepping out of the bathroom, of
course, fully dressed, I found Sean sitting at the folding desk using
the computer.
“What are you doing?" I asked and walked to the bed, and the tall boy rested on the bed.
“The
horror movie 'Insidious' has just come out with it's fourth
installment. You said you wanted to see this right? If you were here,
you would've already downloaded the HD version. but you've been gone for
three days."
I hate horror movies.
But Black likes it and downloads it…
“All right, we can see it."
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