NOT ME 4

 

Yok and I looked at each other. We have not yet decided whether to oppose it or not, Sean raised an eyebrow.

"What are you doing? Go quickly, Yok." Sean chased Yok away.

"Yeah, I'll be right back."

Yok replied, patting my shoulder and followed the person who had gone away without looking back at me. When it's just me and Sean on the table, we look at each other, and I avoid his gaze first.

"Why avoid it?" Sean asked.

"No, nothing" I replied, "Why are you staring at me?"

"I'm not staring, I'm just looking."

That makes a difference right!?

"If you want to buy food then go, I can hold the seat." I say.

"No, I want to wait and buy with you. Any ideas?"

Am I the only one who feels like he's irritating me?

Ring!

When I was trying to find a way out of this situation with Sean, the blue sky opened the way for me, because my phone just rang. I hastily picked up the phone. Anyone is welcome to call me, even if it is an insurance seller, I will be happy to hear people's advise.

"Hello."

(Where are you, Black?)

Well ... That's Yojin, Black's girlfriend.

"At the cafeteria, eating."

(You didn't call yesterday.)

"There was no time." I honestly said.

(Okay, if you were with Sean, I won't say anything.)

"Do you know too?" I ask.

(Yes, of course. I let your friends follow you. If you cheat on me, I'll come to know.) I'm looking for someone to supervise me.

"Don't you think you're a little excessive?" I asked Yojin.

(Not too much, if you don't do that, I'll know again)

"Don't you think you're a little excessive?" I asked Yojin.

(Not too much, if you don't do that, I'll know again.)

"Anything else you want to say?" My tone is starting to be a bit unhappy, because I don't like her behavior.

(Done. Stop looking for an excuse tonight, call me.)

Yojin finished and directly hung up the phone I sighed and threw the phone on the table, ruffling my hair and messing it up.

"What's wrong?" Sean asked.

"It's annoying, why do I have to buy my own leash?" I angrily complained, and Sean responded. Gram and Yok were just done buying their food, so Sean and I were going to get up, but there was a sweet and a pretty girl walked up to our table.

Gram looked surprised.

Yok's expression is a bit difficult to describe.

Sean turned his face away and showed impatience.

"Sean" The girl's voice was very sweet, causing Sean to turn his head and look straight at her.

"..."

"Don't be silent like this, okay? I'm annoyed."

At first I didn't know who this girl was. It wasn't until I met Yok's emotional gaze that I realized this was Namo.

She is very, very, very cute, much cuter than Yojin. But the damn Sean got bored with such a lovely girl? So what does he want?

Sean got up and took her wrist, then pulled her away. Gram, Yok and I looked at Sean with wide eyes after Sean left, Gram and Yok hurriedly threw the plate aside and got up to follow.

"Where are you going?" I look puzzled.

"Can't wait, hurry up!" Gram replied and followed Yok, and I scratched my head and followed.

Sean brought Namo to the end of the restaurant, few people passed, Sean leaned against the wall and Namo stood facing it.

"Sean hasn't been picking up Namo's phone these days."

"Busy, there are many assignments to do." replied Sean calmly.

"Two thousand, bet. I'm sure of it," Gram turned to Yok.

"Really?" Yok frowned and asked.

"Of course, only cash, not card money!" Gram eagerly said.

"What are you talking about?" I seem to be the stupidest of these guys ...

"Let's bet, if Sean and Namo don't break up, I lose two thousand, what about that guy?" Gram did not forget to continue provoking Yok.

"No bet. I also can see Sean breaking up. I guess Sean likes someone else." Yok continued, "His heart is no longer for women, let them fight."

Showing off your English, it is true that he's only smart when it comes to bad things.

“How do you know Sean likes someone else? I still don't know. ” Gram asked Yok, but to say it again, I've been with him for two days, haven't seen him tease or chat with another girl. And I was his roommate, the closest person, it didn't make any sense that he didn't tell me.

"Sean is a person who gets bored easily. You don't know but I know his habits. Every time he breaks up with girls, he already has a new lover waiting for him."

"Well, that makes sense." Gram nodded in agreement, then put his arm around my neck and pulled me toward him.

"What are you doing?" I turned around to ask Gram, since he was so close, my body was a bit stiff, but Gram didn't seem to care.

"You're his roommate, do you know who he likes?"

"I don't know. He didn't say anything" I answered honestly.

"Black doesn't know, who knows? Doesn't he always tell Black everything?" Gram said.

"Wait, my hunch is never wrong, he will definitely break up," Yok said with 100% confidence. I dropped Gram's arm and grabbed Yok's arm, approached it and asked.

"So if Sean broke up with Namo for real, would you go and confess?"

Yok pressed his lips together almost in a straight line. He turned his head and looked me in the eye.

"Will you help me?"

"His ex-girlfriend is a forbidden thing to do, right? Don't you think this is too much?" I tell the truth. While I was whispering loudly to Yok, the loud slap startled me.

SLAP!!

Th ... Sean was slapped in the face.

"I know you weren't good for a long time. Others warned me but I didn't believe it. I didn't expect you to be as bad as they say!" Namo yelled at Sean and headed for the stairs to leave.

After Yok saw all this, he accidentally jumped out and called out the name of Sean's ex-girlfriend.

"Namo!"

He was worried and tried to chase after Namo. At that time, I saw Sean's cold gaze, so I hurriedly held Yok's hand.

"Yok! Wait a second, don't chase now!"

"What are you doing!" Yok turned around and yelled at me.

And I looked at it directly to let him know he was losing his mind.

“Yok, what the hell are you doing? Have you been possessed by a ghost? " Gram suspiciously asks Yok, who finally notices his messiness and calms down. I let go of his hand. Sean said nothing, he walked straight to Yok, the two silently exchanged glances.

Sean still doesn't say, but nudges my and Yok's shoulder and goes back to the table. I swear, he used a very strong force just now. I was nudged completely towards Gram, who hastily reached out to support.

"What's wrong with it?" Gram puzzled. "Getting angry after being slapped by a girl?

"..." Yok didn't speak or respond to Gram, and I could only sigh …

I think I have to do something.

After eating, we went to class. The teacher assigned the task to find ten reference books, we had to go to the library to find the books in pairs, Yok and Gram, and me and Sean.

Looking for books on the shelves, I stopped to pat him on the shoulder, he faced me without any protest.

From the incident in canteen with Namo until now, he hasn't been good to me, even recently he wanted to pair up with Gram but I told him to pair up with me.

"Are you angry with me? "

"No." denied Sean.

"You're really angry."

"..." he does not respond, which means he agrees with that.

"Are you annoyed with Yok?" I haven't finished my sentence yet, but looking at his gaze, I dare not continue.

"..."

But in the end I still have to say ...

"I think you ... Don't get mad at him. Maybe he didn't mean it ..." I know Sean is annoyed with Yok in the cafeteria because he saw Yok likes Namo.

"You want to protect him so why don't you go find him? What the hell are you doing here with me?"

This is sean's first time swearing at me. I was a little stunned but I observed something.

"Things like emotions can be controlled? If you're jealous of Namo, why did you break up?" When I said that, Sean punched the bookshelf behind my head, a few books falling to the ground.

! ! !

I froze for the fear that he would punch me.

"It has nothing to do with Namo, it has everything to do with you."

"I ... I ..." I pointed at myself, "What did I do?"

"You consider the story of the Yok guy more important than me. You know, I don't like it! This has nothing to do with Namo. I'm not so stupid that I won't know that Yok likes her. I even know you. She seduced my friend first."

! ! ! !

"You ... Don't be angry at Yok ..." I haven't finished, Sean squeezed my jaw and I was so scared I fell silent immediately.

"I hate betrayal. My woman can't go with another man. My best friend can't be close to someone other than me. Do you understand what I say?"

"I ... understood"

When Sean is angry … He's scary!

"Good if you understand ..." Sean let go of me and continued looking for a reference book when the phone in my pocket accidentally rang (I mute it immediately). I took out my phone, I thought it would be Yojin. But when I saw the caller's name, my mouth trembled with surprise.

It's Black!

The caller is my brother !!

"What's wrong with you? Why don't you follow?" Sean turned around and asked, "Girlfriend called?"

"Ah, um, I go out and answer the phone."

"Yeah, go and come back quickly."

Sean finished. I rushed out of the library to recieve the phone. I could not help but answer the phone, according to Black's temperament he would probably call all day.

"Hello."

(Why are answering the phone so late!?)

The scream from the other end frightened me, and I clapped my chest with my hands as usual.

"Are you going to scream for your parents or something?" I could not help but curse my brother.

(So then, aren't my parents your parents?) Black still can't speak properly to me.

"What's up?"

(I've been in the hospital for a few days, I didn't see you coming to visit me. Can you just say "what's up". Am I still your brother? Or just the same face?)

All day we tease each other, to be honest, I know he's only a little sensitive.

"Remember me, right?" I said softly and sweetly.

(Sure. You're the one I love the most. If you don't come visit me tomorrow, I'll come out of the hospital myself!) After hearing Black's threats, I hurriedly comforted him for fear he would do so. After convincing the stubborn guy like a buffalo, I feel like half of my life is over.

"Sorry, I'm sorry, don't be mad at me. I have a project I can't give up. But I miss you with every breath."

(Lie, lie, lie.)

I was scolded three times at the same time.

(If you miss me, don't just play around, come see me!)

"Are you sure you didn't tell anyone about your current situation?" I asserted, although I told him not to tell anyone, but I was afraid he would let it out.

(Didn't tell anyone. I don't have to tell my friends. I can solve the problem myself, they can't help, it's just an extra burden.)

Black's voice was harsh, and I couldn't help but frown.

"Seriously, are you misunderstanding them? I don't see them like that."

(What !!!) Black suddenly turned up the volume and scared me again. (When did you meet them ?!)

"I ... I see in the picture" I lied hastily. Damn it, I almost came out, so dangerous! Too dangerous!

(Looking at the picture, you know what the hell. Even though we and them are best friends, they can break up at any time. So you ... don't interfere with this, don't mess with them, especially Sean!)

My face turns pale like a boiled chicken after hearing Black's threats. It seems to be the closest person to Sean, so why did it keep me from messing with Sean? And what is with that broken sentence?

Oh SHIT!I do not understand anything!

I don't think they'll break up with Black like that!

"Is there a misunderstanding between the two of you?" My voice is a bit urgent, not understanding why.

(I'm not mistaken. Sean is terrible. I have no permission for you to be involved or to get involved in this. Even if you glance at each other. Although he knows I have a brother, I never said we're twins. If they ask, you just say no, don't know. Say you don't know me, you're the only child.Go as far as possible... anywhere. Do you understand what I said?)

"Hey! I'm your brother." I angrily replied, "It's so demanding, why don't you tell me."

(I told you before. Someone betrayed me so I had to stay in the hospital. I don't want them to play you understand? You're too weak to beat them.)

He is right. Just a moment ago, I was so threatened by Sean that I wanted to get back into a shell.

Black and I are not the same. Black is not fed up with anyone due to his habitat. If we compare, we are like the opposite sides of each other. I'm Black's bright side. Black is my dark side, like the name.

"I understand."

(Yeah, that's as simple as that.)

"Ah, let me ask you something."

(You asked so much! What!) Even though Black screamed, he did not deny my question.

"Is Sean so bad?"

(If you were a girl, I would think you like Sean because of his handsome looks. Why are you asking about him so much!)

"Are you crazy! Why would I like him! I just asked a question!" I shouted disgustedly, not knowing why the tip of my tongue slightly twisted while saying that.

(You don't like him, that's good! Because if you like him or he likes you, he's got to walk past my dead body ten times!)

“You… do you hate him that much? ” Black's words heavy my mind, I have to know what Sean did to my brother.

(Seventy-thirty) Black's answer confused me.

"What are you talking about? What is seventy-thirty? I don't understand!"

(Meaning both love and hate!)

"If you love 70, that means it's not that bad ..."

(It's hate! Hate 70! You don't see that manes are better than guts! I warned you one last time, don't ask about him or mess with him. Or I'll give Sean a hand, okay?)

Comparing Sean to that pile of shit? Handsome as he is, why compare it to a piece of shit!

Oh SHIT! Everything is more serious than I thought!

So what did Sean do my brother, I want to know!

"Hey, that ..." I was about to continue complaining to him but suddenly he wanted to hang up.

(Well then, the nurse I like, has come to check on me. Goodbye.)

"Hey, wait a second !!"

Beep!

No matter how much I shouted, he considered the beautiful nurse more important than me so he hung up.

"Who are you talking to for so long?" The voice behind me startles me.

"S ... Sean, when did you come?"

"Just arrived," replied Sean calmly.

I patted my chest and put the phone in my pocket.

"I found all the reference books, now go back to find them." Sean said a few words to me, and went back to the library first. I slowly followed him. I really hope I won't expose the truth, and I hope I can keep up until Black's return.

After finding all the reference books, we found a place to sit and continue with our homework. I sat across from Yok and Gram, and Sean sat next to me. The atmosphere at this time is very embarrassing, Sean keeps lowering his face to take notes, not interested in anyone. Yok also turned his face away to play with the phone.

After I glanced at Gram, Gram poked his mouth towards me and whispered:

"What don't you speak first?"

I glanced at Gram, then at Sean, who caused this embarrassing situation, and then silently replied:

"You say something yourself ."

Gram blinked and picked up the phone as if he were about to text. Currently I am using two numbers, one is an old number of Black and the other is my own number. Although Black bought a new phone and replaced it. But as far as he said, it was unlikely he would let them know his new number.

[T/N: Black has a new number and phone but his friends don't know this so they sti have his old number which is with White now. So, white has his own number and Black's old number]

Ding!

The phone vibrates, I pick up.

GRAM >> I'm cute, so I'll let you talk first. What do you want to say?

I frowned and glanced at Gram, then prepared to send him a text.

BLACK >> What the hell are you talking about? I'm scared!

After Gram bowed and read the message, he controlled his expression and immediately sent me the message again.

GRAM >> If you don't say anything it will stay like this forever. You need to do something. Or do you want our gang to disintegrate on the spot?

Why me!?

"Hurry up!" Gram whispered to me again.

I frown, but I have to turn my head to see what Sean is up to.

"Do you need any help?"

"Can you help?" Sean looked up and asked.

"Probably." I nodded.

"So summarize this paragraph"

Sean pointed to a paragraph with about 7 lines with a pen in the reference book. I need a brief summary in Thai. During the recap, I knew Sean was looking at me so I looked at him too.

"What are you looking at?"

"Can't you see?" He asked.

"What is the point of looking at me?" I raise an eyebrow and Sean gives me a soft smile.

"Can you see the summary?"

Damn ... Don't know what to say ... Not happy ...

I can't say it again!

I avoid Sean's gaze and continue to brief, but he continues to smile. Gram also opened his reference book and then ran through two or three lines. His face was bewildered.

"You, what does FUTULE mean?" Gram asked.

"I do not know." I shook my head.

"Damn you." Gram abruptly scolded me.

"I don't really know, this is the first time in my life to hear this." I replied seriously.

“Well, I remember, it means 'future ’or something!” Gram almost screamed, confusing me.

[T/N: Gram said future here in this sentence in thai. It was not said in English. ]

"Are you saying FUTURE?"

"..." Gram immediately stopped.

“Hahahahahaha!” Sean and Yok laughed at once, especially Yok. They don't want to control it at all so I put my index finger on my lips and signalled them "silence".

"Enough, too noisy, the librarian will come to curse us now."

"Yok, you still laugh at me. You can only play with the phone. I told you not to play with the phone during the exam." Gram turned and pushed Yok's shoulder.

"You can't even take the exam, Dwarf!"

"Fucker!"

"Hey! You two shut me up." I did another "silence" move, and the two of them finally calmed down.

I turned my head to look at Sean and bumped his shoulder lightly.

"That…"

"Huh?" He raised an eyebrow at me.

"Are you angry with Yok?" I asked in a low voice.

"No." denied Sean.

“Then you just talk to him. Don't let the atmosphere become awkward. ” I continued, "You said you already knew about Namo."

"Knowing doesn't mean I can accept it." Sean looks at me silently, and I don't know how to respond.

What should I do?

I turned back to Gram and wanted to seek advice, but he pretended not to understand and looked around.

"Why does my IG have so few likes? I look like a model coming out of a magazine."

I just rolled my eyes at Gram, is anyone more complacent in this world?

"Where?"

"I took this at the airport. Actually, I went to see you off, but I looked cool, like I got off a plane." Gram boasted.

"Lawn mowers?" Yok's words made me and Sean laugh and bend over. It's really hard for these kids not to fight.

"To keep you eating in winter, Yok." Gram pointing at Yok's face.

"Is that so?" Yok stretched out his tone as if he were not afraid.

"No, don't get close to me. I'm afraid it will bite my face" Gram was really happy to joke about Yok's teeth..

"I have the spare key to your room. Would you like to experience the feeling of being unable to get out of bed? I'll make arrangements for you. ... I'm not afraid of anything. I want to see if it's your mouth or mine.. which is hard. "

“Then you hurry up, Yok, I will shave off my beard waiting for you.” Gram does not give in to Yok's threats. He even provokes Yok. I laugh. They keep biting each other too, are they really friends?"

“I'm so thirsty. ” I said, studying for a while should be so boring.

"Are you going downstairs to buy water?" Sean turned to ask.