TEST LOVE 5

 

Chapter 05 – First Kiss…….Hope or Accidental

What crazy thing had Porsche done?

This was the only thought of the boy who was sitting with his face down on the table. Not only that but he kept on stroking his cheeks repeatedly as he remembered the warm touch of the nose that slid. His cheeks were red.

This is not good. Why do you think so much Dear? Is it fun?

It only hurt him to the point he could not put into words. He admitted that his heart did not know if it was beating so much because he was extremely happy to be close to him or because he was thinking that he was not a toy and feeling angry at being pushed over and over again.

The appearance of the person who was complaining in his heart sitting with a grimace on his face made the person who just came back after a shower to frown slightly. The sharp eyes turned in surprise when he saw the food on the table.

“Are you waiting for me to have dinner with you?”

“I’m probably waiting for you to teach me house work too.”

He replied back sarcastically. Since he came back from university this afternoon he had not eaten anything. It was not good manners to go to another’s place and eat before the other. He felt that it was better if ate with Sun and come back next time.

As those thoughts were running in his head Dear got up from his chair and went straight to the fridge, pulled out a pitcher of cold water and poured it onto two glasses. Then he placed them next to the plates.

“Thank you for this, If it was not Daranapat,no one else would have done this.”

Although he was grumpy at being teased continuously a small smile crossed his face after receiving that praise.

“Um. Where is the food that I brought?”

“Huh?”

That was the only word that came out of his mouth. Dear looked up at the person who was blatantly searching for the food he brought while ignoring the plates on the table.

The boy scowled. He did not care about this brother next door anymore.

After that he sat on the chair and took a plate of rice which he thought was much more special than that brought from the shop and put an egg on it and put a spoonful in his mouth while telling himself not to be in a bad mood.

“In the fridge.”

The answer made the listener frown slightly. But Purin still walked to the fridge and opened it and then came back and sat down on the chair.

“Are you going to eat it?”

“You can eat what you brought from the store. You don’t have to eat this. I will give it to the dog in front of the apartment.”

The person who was stuffing his face with rice responded in an angry tone, then raised his head and grabbed the plate in front of the other person and pulled it towards him. He was saying it in a grumpy voice which made the listener feel…….

“I didn’t say that I would not eat it.”

After saying that he grabbed the plate that Dear took away. After all he even had the courage to call Dream to ask what Porsche liked to eat. He wanted to make a good impression but it seemed like all his efforts were wasted.

“You said that you would eat the rice that you brought.” Said the boy rolling his sullen eyes making the listener smile. Sharp eyes lit up when they saw the rice on his hands. He admitted that he was surprised, he didn’t think that the boy would do anything for him. And when he did….it actually felt good.

“I just asked. I didn’t know that nong would actually show his cooking skills here.”

With a soft voice he calmed the little puppy this time. The hand that was holding on to the plate released it, letting Purin keep it back in front of him.

“Oh so angry.”

Purin said that and reached out gently to stroke that round head causing the person to tilt his head to the said and look at him in a way that he did not know what the other was even thinking.

“I’m not in an angry mood"

Yes, nong’s actions don’t seems to be sarcastic at all.

Purin thought this while laughing. Looking at the person with his arm folded while pouting. He finally considered the white face as cute accidentally. The round eyes that he regarded like that of a cute puppy was looking at him as if he wanted to bite the owner.

“So why cook for me?”

“Well my mother taught me right. At other’s places you should not stay and just squeeze out from the buffaloes and play all day.* I’m living with a buffalo so I thought to cook something so I can pay it off.”

(E/N: Dear doesn't want to freeload.)

Dear said that sarcastically. If he had asked that in the first place he would have answered nicely. But now he was embarrassed enough that he wanted to go home. So he answered that way.

He’s cursing me as a buffalo isn’t he?

The thought made Purin laugh softly watching the little puppy eat his rice slowly. He also began to lift his spoon and started eating before his eyes gleamed in satisfaction. His cooking skills was truly good.

“At your house, Dream makes you cook every day doesn’t she?”

“Well Dream says that she is a new age woman. She stays up late and then gets up early too, so she does not have time to do any housework or to cook. So the heavy lifting falls under the man who is under the foot of his sister.”

As he put his favorite food in his mouth, Dear excitedly answered. He nodded furiously while saying the story which made the other person laugh as he already knew this strong personality of his friend.

“Also like Dream told, Dear is picky. So I cook my own food to make sure I don’t overeat MSG.”

As he spoke he smiled thinking how he started to learn to cook thanks to his sister.

He wanted to cook whatever that he liked to eat. Also their parents were not home so he had to cook everyday to get through the day after all.

“I have given you additional work right?”

Dear stopped immediately when the older person said that seriously causing his heart to skip a beat. It seemed like…. P’Porsche paid attention to everything.

“Please stop. It’s really embarrassing to me. Besides I am scared of you. Just let me go.”

With a weak voice he replied making Porsche smile. The smile lit up his eyes making the stunned one not know what to say back. Also that hand in front of him reached out again so Dear quickly wanted to dodge but still head back.

Dear admitted that he was stiff when that hand touched the corner of his mouth and then removed the chunk of rice that was stuck there. He did not know how to be gentle. Then Purin spoke in a more serious tone.

“I don’t want Dear to be afraid of me. In any case we are like family.”

No one could even say how much the listener’s heart was beating. It was so strong. Strong to the point he thought it will rush out of his ribcage. He knew that Porsche said that because they grew up close together and because their mothers were close to each other too but he wanted to think it was more than that.

“Being together like this, we should not worry. I know that Dear is upset that Dream forced him to stay here with Porsche. It looks like I am going to upset you more.”

“Whatever you say. Just consider yourself half the owner of the place.”

Purin said that with a smile before he continued to eat making the child to think about his words alone.

“Thank you P’Porsche.”

The thanks made the listener smile back then simply continued eating but the atmosphere between the two were clearly much better than before. It would have stayed that way too if it wasn’t for the older boy saying after finishing his meal.

“Dear?”

“Yes?”

The big guy smiled back at him before answering in a manner that really silenced the listener.

“Please call me like you did before. It feels pretty good.”

With that said the speaker immediately raised his glass take a swing of water and then got up to put the dishes in the sink letting the listener sit in silence as it dragged on, making him feel embarrassed.

“Ah one more thing.”

Before the long legs carried the tall body out of the kitchen, Purin stopped at his doorway and turned around, smiled and said.

“About what I brought. I actually asked Dream what you liked to eat so you can eat it in the morning.”

As soon as he finished speaking, the big boy who caused a great turmoil in the younger’s heart simply left the room. His victim was sitting like a tree, unmoving. P’Porsche has really caused a great sin to occur……. He has messed with Daranapat’s heart.

“P’Porsche is just mean.”

Dear said that as he walked to the fridge opened the door and checked the 3 dishes in the bag, Pumpkin soup, broccoli fried meat and spicy fried fish. P’Porsche was really mean… for making this young boy love him even more.

The situation between the two seemed to have gradually improved. Although they did not always eat dinner together because one of them might be busy but they at least spoke to each other daily.

knock knock

“Come in P’…….Ahhhhhh. You’re killing me again you fresh mushroom!!!”

In the afternoon after finishing school, Dear was having lunch with Sun. After that the freshman was free so he went to play DotA with his friend from high school.

“Fire” could be heard in the background as someone knocked on the door.

So the scene that Purin actually saw was of a boy wearing soccer shorts and a basketball jersey, sitting and clicking furiously on the keyboard. The round eyes kept staring at the screen not even glancing back.

“What’s up P’Porsche? Wait a minute. The game is almost finished.”

Dear spoke without turning around to look back. So the listener could only smile. The tall boy immediately scanned the room which he hadn’t been in since he gave it to the other boy. He turned to look at the bed with a bright blue comforter.

“I will wait here.”

“Um um.”

The one who had answered, had not clearly heard what was told to him. Still Purin considered that he had given permission and sat down on the bed while looking at the side profile of the nong.

Dear really grew up cute.

Purin wanted to throw away his thoughts. But the sharp eye could not get Dear’s serious face when he plays game out of his head. The boy who is only 18 years and 2 months old… with white cheekbones, big eyes, nose so perfect and lips that are brighter than even a woman’s. The more he looked, the more he saw the differences between the siblings.

Dream can be considered beautiful while Dear is …….cute.

Do children these days have such red lips?

Purin was asking himself in a puzzled manner. The sharp eyes of the person with bright lips was actually cursing at his team member nonstop.

Then he thought back to the lips of his younger brother. Surely Lexus does not have such red lips right? But most importantly….

Why do I feel like that it is…. Actually attractive?

Maybe it’s what adults feel when they see children.

The young man was thinking to himself as he felt his mouth twisting as if he was trying to figure out a hard puzzle. He just laughed at himself feeling satisfied with the conclusion at the moment.

In the next minute the face that was causing him to feel many things looked as if something exploded in his heart.

“We won!! Look!!! Watch out guys!!.”

The person who was sitting at the desk turned the chair towards the person who has been waiting since earlier as if he just remembered that he was still there.

But what was that came out of that young boy’s bright red mouth?

“What does P’Porsche have to do with Dear?”*
[T/N : This is actually a play on words or something that means another although it sounds ok. The sentence can also be interpreted as an invitation for sex.]

Purin immediately froze after he heard those words. It seemed like Dear did not understand the meaning as he was still elated after winning the game.

Purin was silent for a moment before grinning widely.

A large hand stroked the soft mattress beneath him.

“Come on. Dear invited me like that how could I refuse? I’ve never been with a nong. I’ll do it lightly.”

“!!!!”

Dear’s emotions immediately reversed. The eyes which were already round wanted to pop out. Lips were gaping. The brain began to work faster as he saw the smiling face of the person who was folding his legs on the bed.

Wait….. What did I ask P’Porsche? Hey……

“Are you crazy? Dear didn’t ask you to make love to him!!!!!!!”

“Eh is that so?”

The person who answered made a disappointed face making the other want to throw the mouse in his face. The white cheeks of the young boy turned red not knowing whether to be angry or to be embarrassed. But one thing was for sure….. he couldn’t even look at the bed.

No invitation!!! There is no fault in what he said!! No! Not even a bit!

“In the end what? Are you crazy making fun of Dear like that?”

In the end it was best to ask that question out loud. It was impossible to decipher how he felt now that P’Porsche had asked a question that gave him goosebumps.

And it seemed that the question also reminded Purin………. The tall body gently rose from the bed and walked towards the boy and held his arm. He then tried to pull causing the chair to slide with the body on it.

“At first I was going to ask Dear if he was free. But now that he had finished playing, you should be available. Please. I need some help.”

After saying that he took the initiative and left the room causing Dear to frown but to follow him as well. But still he couldn’t help but look back at his own bed again.

How was I supposed to answer that P’Porsche? Let’s give it a try?

“P’Porsche this is flowing.”

“Hold it correctly. Don’t let it slide down.”

“Dear is already holding it tight but it’s too big.”

“Well hold it like that. Have you never done this before?”

“I’ve never done it. Do you think Dear is used to something like this?”

“You have never done it till today?”

Dear wanted to scream uncomfortably while his hands were trying to hold the long tube that was his fingers were holding as tightly as possible. The white face began to turn red because the heat of the activity lasted more than 15 minutes. The comfortable basketball jersey was now pressing on to the body of the small boy. While the eyes had to look close at the face of the other person.. who was crouching near the tube in his hand. Oh Dear should be crazy. In the end it was not that he did not know how to do it. It was just the other guy who forced him to!

“P’Porsche you’re just changing a shower head. Why do you need Dear’s help for it?”

Right now the two boys were lowering their heads in the apartment’s large bathroom and changing the shower head.

It was the broken shower from few days ago. But the owner of the room had no time to fix it and had been taking a shower in the bathroom outside. It looks like Porsche was sick taking his things out of the room all the time so he finally succumbed to change the showerhead. Suddenly the water gushed out.

“Thank you for helping to block it. Come on! Help me a bit!!”

Purin leaned over where the silver end of the shower head had been removed and in simple terms just tried to screw the new one over.

“Why don’t you call the apartment mechanic? An apartment like this should have their own one.”

“Well just changing the shower head is not that difficult. We have two people here. If each apartment called the mechanics for such simple things, guess how much work they will have. Ig you can do it yourself, you should do it. They are old people too. Crouching and doing these work for youngsters like us? It’ll be a sin for us too.”

Seriously! Those words made me look like a bad person. It was rumored that this apartment was worth millions. Calling a technician wouldn’t be that bad.

Dear could only mutter in his head. When he looked at the person who was drenched in sweat he was turning and pushing the problematic shower head. While he was tasked with holding on to the pipe.

“Ok I guess I can just help.”

“It won’t take that long if you stop struggling with it.”

It seemed that the other was satisfied finally. Porsche grinned widely as he straightened up and his sharp eyes looked at water heater.

“Test it.”

“Turning on the water then.”

Dear said and then turned the faucet of the shower head. But unfortunate there was only silence.

“Hey what happened?”

The silence made Dear cry out in frustration. It was hot also and the water was not working still. He shook the pipe vigorously as if that would make it work.

Porsche looked at it again and then his eyes hit….the water valve.

“Oh. I forgot to turn this on.”

Dear did not hear that because he was still giving the poor shower head the stink-eye.

Whoooooosh

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.”

Before he could do anything the cold water sprayed on his face. And it seemed like the person who was holding the shower head in anger had no time to react but let out a scream. Furthermore the loud scream scared Purin too. He quickly turned off the tap.

“Dear! Are you ok?”

“Ahhhh. What are you trying to do????? Ahhhhh”

The boy was coughing while Porsche hurriedly took the shower head from his hand. He just leaned over and started coughing as he had inhaled the water too. With the other hand he tried to clean off the water that was sprayed on his face.

“Here let me see.”

Purin quickly pushed up his face and checked.

Purin quickly felt bad when he saw the boy with the red face. His round eyes were full of tears and his small nose was red too. And most importantly….. those red lip. The same lips that were making Purin think…… why were they so red?

“Are you ok?”

He softly spoke and then reached out to wipe his face but the person who was blushing replied in a shaky voice.

“No P’Porsche. My eyes are burning.”

As he spoke, he blinked furiously and raised his hands to wipe them off. But Purin held on to his hands.

“Don’t rub them. Just blink.”

Dear followed the orders that Purin just told him. He was tearing bad so he could only look up the ceiling to stop the tears that were threatening to fall. He did not realize that the big hand was still holding on to his smaller hands. Not realized that they were much closer than they were before.

Although Dear didn’t realize it, Purin most certainly did. Sharp eyes stared at the little boy who was soaked now. Wet hair was plastered on to the sides of his cheeks. A small transparent tear dell down from his puppy-like eyes, pushing something deep in Purin’s heart. Something that made him wonder about….those red lips again. How soft could they be? Suddenly he wanted to check that.

Phhhp

The gentle yet warm touch made the person with those burning eyes stay still at once. The heart almost stopped beating. The tears that were flowing down seemed to stop. Eyes that were dimmed with irritation suddenly widened….when he noticed that… the other person was kissing him.

P’Porsche…….was kissing him.

Dear could have fought him off. Fought from that kiss but his entire body was frozen. Completely in shock as he let his P’ kiss him hard on his lips.

The only thing on his mind…… P’Porsche…… his lips are warm…..and soft….. and they made his heart shake.

The kiss was not a deep one. It was a just a kiss that stayed like that. As he slowly tightened his lower lip he felt the taller person tighten it too. Dear continued to stand stiffly as if he could not perceive anything anymore. Porsche was the person to break away.

Both pairs of eyes just looked at each other in silence until Purin spoke.

“Sorry.”

The apology seemed to pull Dear out of his state of chaos. Both hands pushed at Porsche’s chest as hard as they could. But before Porsche could say anything anymore, Dear turned around and left the bathroom quickly without letting the other person stop him even.

What have you done Porsche?

The boy could only wonder in a harsh tone as he raised his hand to scratch his own head in puzzlement. He knew that he wanted to kiss him so he did not think that much and let his consciousness carry out the action.

How can I look at that child’s face again?

The idea that popped into his head made him swear out loud for his impulsive actions. He knew that he was the one to be blamed. Maybe it was because he had no interaction for the past 3-4 month so when Dear was standing in front of him like that……………

Still that impulsive action made Purin know something.

The mouth of the nong next door….was soft.

Really soft.